Second chances

Wrote this before realizing how true it was.
I killed myself with someone else’s gun, someone else’s bullet.
I’m not enjoying it but seriously, For bad or for good, I’ve decided to go on.
To trust even when shouldn’t, despite all the facts.

I May just be out of my mind.

The end

When you finally get as intense as you feel, The love of your life will walk away from you.
And you’ll be finally released…
Free from The love you had, and from all doubts in your heart.
You will know Its time to continue with your life, alone forever and ever, until The end of your life, and until sweet dead comes to put an end to your suffering, senseless and harmless existence.