Love

Its like when You fall in love, you’re supposed to feel in love, not like crap. Why do you make me feel like shit? No, why do I feel this way around you… When you ignore me… When you are not around?

What if all of This is just a big bad joke life is playing me?

I wonder:
How the hell do you fix a broken heart, when the one with the knowledge (and feelings) to do it, is the one who broke it on the first place?
What a silly question for this silly girl.

Leonard Cohen – Hey, That’s No Way To Say Goodbye

I loved you in the morning, our kisses deep and warm
Your hair upon the pillow like a sleepy golden storm
Yes, many loved before us, I know that we are not new
In city and in forest, they smiled like me and you
But now it’s come to distances and both of us must try

Your eyes are soft with sorrow
Hey, that’s no way to say goodbye

I’m not looking for another as I wander in my time
Walk me to the corner, our steps will always rhyme
You know my love goes with you as your love stays with me
It’s just the way it changes like the shoreline and the sea
But let’s not talk of love or chains and things we can’t untie

Your eyes are soft with sorrow
Hey, that’s no way to say goodbye

I loved you in the morning, our kisses deep and warm
Your hair upon the pillow like a sleepy golden storm
Yes, many loved before us, I know that we are not new
In city and in forest they smiled like me and you
But let’s not talk of love or chains and things we can’t untie

Your eyes are soft with sorrow
Hey, that’s no way to say goodbye

I Just can’t take my eyes… My mind…

(Pic: fc09.deviantart.net/fs71/i/2013/198/6/5/sad_eyes_by_kipichuu-d6dxxf9.png)

Blind trust may feel really difficult
But when you feel it, you get free

Second chances

Wrote this before realizing how true it was.
I killed myself with someone else’s gun, someone else’s bullet.
I’m not enjoying it but seriously, For bad or for good, I’ve decided to go on.
To trust even when shouldn’t, despite all the facts.